Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Gaining perspective

*Scriptures taken from Biblegateway.com

In her song "Where You Go I Go," Kim Walker emphasizes through repetition the importance of following Jesus's example. A phrase she chooses to repeat in her chorus is, "What You pray, I pray." It's funny because she is singing this chorus to God, saying, "What You pray, I pray." I think that there is a problem with Christian society today in that we do not pray as God prays.

That sounds so weird. Can we believe that God prays? Can we understand that He prays to Himself? We know that Jesus prayed when He was here on earth, but I always assumed that He prayed because He was human, and He prayed in order to resist His humanity and embrace His divinity. I guess that's true to some extent, however (or maybe in conjunction with it), I now think He prayed because He wanted to say the words that God wanted Him to say. He would only pray as God prayed.

Let's consider this word "prayer." I remember in a movie, The Preacher's Wife, the preacher tells this ruffian kid that prayer is just hope. So, using his definition, when we tell God, "What You pray, I pray," we are actually telling Him is, "What You hope is what I hope for." In other words, we say, "I am going to work toward Your will. I know what Your general will is, and I am going to submit to it."

We know God's will by reading His word. Recall in an earlier devotional that I wrote of the sovereignty of God and living under His sovereign Word, knowing that if He says it, then that is how it is going to be. I compared it to the Constitution as the supreme law of the land, being able to supersede and at times negate other laws. It simply is what's going to happen. If we know God's will, we should be working towards it because that is what is going to ultimately occur. And if we have that faith, then our hope is assured. It's the certainty of our hope.

Isn't it crazy? That is the most effective type of prayer. It's a prayer that says what God intends for it to say. It speaks using our mouths but His words. How frustrating! It is particularly convicting, especially when I consider my prayers, which tend to be about what I want for myself and what I want for others, qualified with the phrase, "But only if it's Your will." And then I sit and say that I have given into God's hands, but I am still worrying because I do not know if it is God's will. That cannot be the way God wanted us to pray. I can't believe that.

I think God wants us to leave our prayer with an assurance of that we know God's plan. I think of Daniel's fast [see Daniel 10:10-14]. Daniel would not relent in his fast, refusing to get up until God's answer came. This was one man who really knew God and His plans. God revealed incredible things to Daniel. And even he fasted for 21 days! The amazing thing is that an angel tells Daniel that he was sent to him the very day that Daniel "humbled himself." The answer surely comes, but it may take a while before it reaches our ears.

Can I sit there and wait until I know God's answer to a situation? How many of us can honestly pray like that? I should tell you ladies that this is not originally my idea. It is something Philip Yancey writes of in his book on prayer. One of his key points is that we gain perspective when we pray. I want to gain perspective. I don't know about all of you, but I really do not know how this world works. I am very childish - I'm young in my heart, young in my mind, young in my spirit. There is many things left for me to learn. If I can barely figure out how the world works, how much less do I understand the ways of God! Granted, God's ways are always going to be mysterious to us, but I want to know what He is doing.

I am going to tie this to an unexpected Biblical character - Zaccheus. Luke 19:1-10 tells us that Zaccheus was a very evil man. He was a tax collector notorious for taking more money from the already oppressed than the government required, pocketing the difference. He was truly a vile extortionist. And this man dared to approach Jesus because he was driven by his desire to see Him. He had a problem though; he was a very short man, and there was a large crowd surrounding Jesus. He could have chosen to push through the crowd. As a little man, I am sure it would not have been too difficult to maneuver. But that was not what he wanted to do. He was not concerned with the people but Jesus Christ. He decided the best thing to do was to get away from the crowd and go up a tree to see what Jesus was doing. After this, Jesus sees him, calls him down, and Zaccheus's life is forever changed. He even restores fourfold what he illegally took from his fellow citizens.

What was the pivotal turning point? I think it was his choice to go up that tree. If he did not go up to the tree, he would have ever saw what Jesus was doing. If he did not see what Jesus was doing, he never would have changed his ways. Notice Jesus called him after he went up the tree, not beforehand. Maybe Jesus was unaware of Zaccheus being behind the crowd. But the important point is that when Zaccheus took that step, when Zaccheus was determined to see who Jesus was and what He was doing, that is when his life was changed and he started doing what Jesus always wanted him to do. Most of us get it twisted. We think that if we do the things Zaccheus did after his heart changed, then we can come before God and pray and see what He is doing, as we have a right to come before God. But Zaccheus did it the right way. He went away from the crowd and gained a higher view.

I am going to admit something. I am short of stature when it comes to my Christ. I am incredibly short. If I am short, then what right have I to come before Him? I cannot push through the crowds; I have no reason to interrupt what Jesus is doing. But I want so desperately to see Him. I know that I have a purpose in His grand will, and I am going to learn what it is by gaining a new perspective through prayer. I know you can do what I am going to try to do, which is to not leave and get up off my knees until I have the assurance of the answer, until I gained the perspective, until I have learned what it is that Jesus is doing. Then we will pray what God prays.

God bless,
Alisha

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Praise God! and Godbless you Alisha...very beautiful message!~Keep up the Good work~
Gbless
Jessi =)

Katie said...

I like how you use the definition of prayer in this post -- it's interesting and new to me: hope.

Your illustration of Zaccheus is marvelous because I never understood that story until you just used it. He was so sinful but decided and made a point to see Jesus...regardless of his stature. I don't think any of us know how to approach the Lord and really see him unless we take that posture. It's so easy to think that going through the motions of prayer and reading God's Word will get us to see Him and know His will. But it's more than that! It's being pure in spirit, purely convinced that Jesus is worth the search. It's having a contrite heart, being inspired to discover what Jesus really means and honestly reflecting upon it.

What you're touching upon here is something revealed in a new light to me because before this post, Zaccheus was irrelevant and a silly story to me. He wanted God's will, whether he new it or not. His choice to seek God out spun his life around 180 degrees.

I hope (and pray!) God's will: that I find Him and know Him. I am delighted that He uses you in this form: blogging. May your obedience and faithfulness be paid off, Alisha. God Bless!